This song is emotionally how I felt about pretty much everything at the time I was making this music. Outside of the pandemic, I like many others, had serious issues arise with family that quite honestly led to some of the worst experiences I’ve ever had.

Add in the shared stress of the times and you have a true character building period where at a certain point I realized I had no choice but to keep going which was fine because I could take it. That crazy thing was all the pain I felt was motivating because I realized as long as I felt something, I was still alive and able to push forward.